Thank you so much for your kind advice. I did end up calling my practitioner since I had worked myself up. Mr. JB kept on telling me that going to Saturday wouldn't make a difference, but I'm a stubborn headstrong woman so I had to call. My practitioner assured me that I could go anywhere from day 2 to 5 to have my FSH checked, but I should start the F.emara tonight.
Oh, F.emara. I have so much hope in you.
After reading Sew's post I started to think.
I'm scared to get pg as well.
I'm good at being infertile.
I'm pretty good at pretending.
I only have breakdowns when I'm at home or in my car.
I've hardened my heart to the disappointment.
How sad is that?
The one thing in the world that I want and I'm afraid.
I wasn't afraid of committing to marriage. I wasn't afraid of buying a house. Heck, I wasn't even scared of moving to another continent all by myself!
Oh Lord do I ever need help.
Any ideas on any Novenas that I can say? The rosary isn't enough girls. I need the big guns!