I'm losing my mind.
Or my hormones are all crazy wonky because I'm not on any progesterone. I'm feeling completely irrational and I don't feel like I'm functioning properly.
I need to put the computer away and lie down.
Oh dear Jesus, I think that the little men in the white coats need to lock me up.
I really hope that tomorrow is a better day.
Btw, it's CD2. The nasty brown arrived yesterday.
There really isn't enough chocolate in Canada to deal with how uneven I'm feeling.
Help!!!!!
HUGS to you!!!
ReplyDeleteHang in there. If you need to vent, you know where to find me.
ReplyDeleteOh honey! Hope that things are better tomorrow, hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon! The past couple days I have felt the same way.. especially yesterday, which was cycle day two as well!
ReplyDeleteWell, as long as you eat as much chocolate as you can get your hands on...
ReplyDeleteYou know, now that I've actually started paying attention to my MOOD during my cycle (inspired by Sew and her dramatic hormone shifts!), I've realized that I'm not "me" a lot of the time. In the last 5+ days of a cycle I am depressive, listless, useless, don't clean my house, pay no attention at work, dislike people, and want to eat only potato chips and ice cream.
But I cannot claim to know what it's like to go off progesterone supplementation (though I am hoping to be prescribed some soon!). This may be ridiculously obvious to you, but did you know you can buy non-prescription natural progesterone over the internet? It's a lotion, it's generally sold to rub on your skin at the end of your cycle to ward off PMS and acne (I have a friend - she's fertile - who said this works). Obviously don't disobey your doc, but if you want a cheap fix for the prog crash, maybe this would help.
I haven't commented on your blog yet, but I read often! After all you have been through in the last month or so, I'm so sorry you're feeling down. CD1-2 is SO rough. Hope you feel brighter soon!
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear that your feeling "not yourself". I hope you feel beter over the weekend!
ReplyDelete(((hugs)))
~Amber
Step away from the computer! Would it help to go for a walk and try and clear your head that way? Exercise always works wonders for me to sort out my hormones and get some balance back.
ReplyDeleteHope you are feeling a bit better xxx
I'm so sorry you had such a rough night. I'm praying that today is much better!
ReplyDeleteHey girl, sorry that you're feeling this way. I hate it too!!! I hope you can enjoy the weekend and just relax. Praying for you!!
ReplyDeleteI hope things are better today. I'm so sorry this cycle is kicking your ass, after all the "fun" you had this month.
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