9 October 2011

And we're off....

It seems like I have been leading up to this moment for the past six years.

My bags are packed and I leave for TCIE's at 10am tomorrow morning. My ultrasound series has turned into a bit of a road trip -- Dr. Nora is going to be traveling to the US with me so she can shadow the process. I am grateful that I don't have to travel seven hours alone and it will be great to have my very own naturopath with me for this part of my journey!

I was a bit stressed since it is so hard to pack when the weather can be quite unpredictable -- it felt like summer here all weekend, but I'm sure that it will be frigid soon enough. Thank goodness we are driving since I'm sure that my bags over-packed!

I am hoping that my anxiety isn't going to get the best of me. I haven't been waking up at 4am, but waves of panic keep washing over me at random times. I keep telling myself to trust and surrender my fears, but it is easier said than done. I am also not looking forward to being away from Mr. JB for so long. He will be celebrating his birthday next weekend while I'm away, and it makes me sad that I won't be with him. He says that he doesn't mind and that he's going to take the opportunity to hang out with his dad while I'm gone and that we will celebrate when I get home.

My husband has saintly qualities, let me tell you.

So I have a favour, or two to ask of all of you. First, please pray that all of the testing, particularly the blood work, goes well. I know that the ultrasounds will be fine since I will be in TCIE's able hands, but even after all these years I am a needle-phobe.  Secondly, those of you that are my buddies on FB could you please not mention that I'm away? There are still some people that I have to tell about my upcoming surgery (as well as my past six years of IF!) and I don't want to have to answer questions via my FB wall.

I feel so blessed that I have such a great support system from the blogs. I remember when I started I felt so alone, and now I have met so many friends that in so many ways are closer than the people that I see every day! Thank you God for all of you!

15 comments:

  1. I am so excited for you!!! I will def keep you in my prayers this week!! Praying everything goes well!!!

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  2. That's awesome that your Dr. is traveling with you! Will definitely be praying for you this week!

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  3. Your husband really does sound amazing. And you are being prayed for! I am excited for you that your doctor is traveling with you. Wonderful! (It is also great for your doctor who can witness first hand the other side of the treatment!)

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  4. I am so excited for you. Good things are going to come from this, JB, I just know it. How awesome is it that Dr. Nora is going with you! That is WAY cool ;) I am praying for you...

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  5. Here's hoping to a safe trip and a successful surgery. Will most definitely keep you in my thoughts and prayers and may you hold strong to your faith! Thinking of you!

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  6. Praying that all goes well!

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  7. Praying!! And what a great Dh you have.

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  8. This is all so amazing. I will be praying all the way!!

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  9. Bon Voyage!!! No worries my dear, I'm 100% sure everything will go swimmingly! And a road trip with Dr Nora?! Wild!

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  10. I am so excited for you! Safe travels! Many prayers for you......these next few weeks will give you hope and healing.

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  11. Praying for you JB! You are in good hands with the Lord and with TCIE. That is so awesome that you have a friend who can do your u/s series for you!

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  12. Praying for you during your trip and for your bloodwork. You will be in my thoughts. I'm going in for an Ultrasound now myself, so ill offer up the situation for you.

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