I was driving home today and I was wondering why I felt like crying.
My day wasn't particularly bad. The kids weren't any crazier than usual. In fact I actually figured out that if I ignored the misbehaving kids and praised the ones that were behaving that they would understand what I wanted.
Then it hit me. No HCG. I couldn't take it for this cycle since Dr. Hilgers needed to see what my hormones looked like without medicine.
So I'm not losing my mind, I just feel like I am.
All of the strange weeping I've been doing has a clear explanation -- honestly every time one of my students did something good this week I've had to wipe tears out of my eyes (then again, perhaps I was crying tears of joy!).
Oh HCG, I miss you so much. I thought that PMS and crashing hormones were a distant memory, but I was wrong.
I hope that my break from HCG is very temporary because I can't take feeling like this!
Yet another reason why I want my surgery to happen!
Update: All the stress from yesterday may have been for naught -- I've started spotting, albeit very lightly. I'm surprised since it is only CD23 and P+4. I guess I REALLY need HCG...