I was hoping.
I know that I said that I was okay with having low progesterone levels.
I may have fibbed just a little bit.
I didn't feel like crying when I saw the tinge of pink on the toilet paper, but I didn't feel like dancing either.
I think that it may be time to investigate adoption.
Really. I think that I'm finally ready.
It's not about being pregnant, it's about being a mother.
I also don't think that putting Ralph in my purse and smuggling him home for the Christmas holidays is an option. It would definitely make his mama sad if I did that!
It's okay that my period started today. I was still on antibiotics around ovulation AND it was my first cycle off of L.upron.
I also made it to Peak +14 (14 days past ovulation, although according to the ultrasound that I had on November 26th I ovulated then, I've had a LONG luteal phase!).
Bring on the HCG!
I can't wait to feel normal again!
p.s. I must've had a team of guardian angels on my way home tonight. I went to C.ostco after yoga to get some last minute gifts and when I left the store the roads were like a sheet of ice! It took me an hour to get home when it usually takes 15 minutes! When I was almost home I skidded and crashed into a curb. I got out to check out the damage and there was nothing. Mr. JB took a look when I got home and the rim of my tire is bent a tiny bit, but everything seems okay. I was still shaking until about 15 minutes ago. Thank God I have good tires!