It's late and I'm wiped.
Mr. JB picked up the new wheels today and it's so cute! I can't wait to learn how to drive stick shift so I can take it out for a spin! He has promised to take me out this weekend, so we'll have to see if we don't kill one another while he teaches me!
Little JP was at school today. His mom came in to speak to the principal and VP. Apparently she's went to court today to get some legal paperwork about custody. JP's dad showed up at the end of the day yesterday looking for him, but he had gone home early. I really hope that he's at school tomorrow since it's his 7th birthday. He was so excited today about his birthday! It broke my heart to think what he was going home to after school.
In cycle news, I still had good quality CM (I had 10KL and 10CKL today). Mr. JB and I trying a new experiment with this cycle. We were bd'ing every other day, but this month we decided to try every day that I saw fertile CM. He's pretty happy about it, I do have to admit!
I'm trying my best to stay hopeful amid all of this good baby news. I have to admit that it's been tough for me despite being thrilled for Sew and Jeremiah. It's tough having the green-eyed monster of jealousy on one's shoulder. Their miracles are proof that there is a plan for all of us and that we just have to trust.
Trust and surrender and believe.
I will have my miracle one day. I just have to be patient.