I finally got an i.Phone.
It took visiting two stores (the first one, our cell phone company's store tried to charge us $500 for the phone because we have a corporate account, the second one was in the mall and I got the phone for the same price that everyone else pays!) and about an hour wait to get everything set up (Mr. JB also got a new phone as well).
It's safe to say I haven't had a lot of time to think of my empty uterus since I got the thing!
I'm planning to get a lot of rest this weekend. We have a holiday on Monday thanks to Queen Victoria and it's the unofficial kick off to summer. Mr. JB and I are heading to hang out with his dad this weekend so there will be a lot of doing nothing. The only thing that I want to do is practice driving the new car on hills. I practiced on my own on Thursday and I could barely get out of our church parking lot because of the tiny incline!
I want to thank all of you for all of your encouragement and prayers. I truly did feel lifted up by all of you. I know that in almost five (long) years of IF that reaching rock bottom is something that happens. It was an exceptionally sad week and being physically exhausted never helps one's mental state.
Inevitably I will find hope again and hopefully the energy to fill out the adoption paperwork. As for now, I'm going to take it easy this weekend and play with my new toy (and perhaps help Mr. JB figure out this as well!).
Baby steps, right?
Now that's an interesting sentence, isn't it?