I don't know if you remember my maid of honour. She's pregnant with her second, despite swearing up and down that she didn't want another child AND her husband "made her get an IUD."
So she's due in May (at least that's what my mother said, she's friends with my MOH's mom as well). She hasn't exactly told me that she's expecting, and Mr. JB and I are no longer invited to her family's parties (I guess that's what happens when one is barren). Well, she called me earlier in the year and then she left a voicemail message on my cell phone yesterday.
I really don't want to call her.
I know that I have to get past my feelings of jealousy. I also know that I have to forgive the fact that she is a coward and couldn't bring herself to give me her news herself. My fertile best friend cried when she told me that she was expecting and I know that she struggled with telling me (she went as far as asking a formerly IF colleague what she should do). But in the end she told me and I didn't find out by accident or from someone else.
I have to be the bigger person in this situation, I know, but I'm so tired of having to be the bigger person.
What do I do? How do I approach this?
Oh Lord, I thought that going to Confession was going to help tonight, but it hasn't.