4 October 2009

Where did September go?

I finally tackled the walk-in closet reorganization. I realize that I did have a pretty good excuse as to why it took almost a month to do, but the chaos in our closet was driving me nuts. I can't believe how many clothes I have to give away!

It took me a couple of days to stop being angry. Mr. JB has not seen me that upset in a very long time. I do wish that I could have gotten some good news from my doctor, but I guess I just have to trust my instincts. I have been feeling some strange pangs in my pelvis. It could be related to digestive issues -- I do have colitis -- or something related to my surgery. I have noticed that I do have more cervical mucous, but it isn't like it was pre-L.upron. I got my last dose of the lovely menopause-inducing drug on August 21st so my period can happen any time.

I feel like the girl in "Are you there God, it's me Margaret." I have never wanted my period to come so badly! I feel ready to get back on the TTC train. I want the drugs, the needles and the charting back! And yes, the end to hot flashes would be really great too!

My brain is slowly going to mush. I have to go to bed.


  1. I couldn't agree more about September. It is all a blur!

    I really hope you start a new cycle soon!

  2. Mucus is a great sign. Right!? You have to ovulate before you can bleed! :) I think anyway! hahahahaha

    Glad you got the closet tackled! Good for you!

    Sorry, sounds like we are in the same boat. Pissed! I like that boat! hahahaha

  3. September is gone and Christmas is nearly here!

  4. Yes I think we are all happy to leave September behind. I KNOW I've said this before but I have a good feeling for all of us.

  5. Sorry things have been so craptastic. Just wanted to let you know I'm sending thoughts your way!!!

  6. Want to come do my closet this weekend?

    What if I beg? And grovel?