My friends J and M are expecting their second in June. They met after us, got married a year after us and now will have two children before we even conceive one.
I hate being barren. I would've gladly given up the trip to the mall after school as well as the new yoga clothes for a baby. I'd give up my disposable income and even trips to the spa.
I'm tired of being left behind.
Prayers please! I wish this didn't bother me as much as it does, but it hurts, a lot.
I really wish that did not happen to you today, facebook is not cool and most of the time its downright hurtful. I know you would give up all those things for a baby, and I know you would be the BEST at raising a baby. I will pray for you, I promise.....I always do, but I will pray harder.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry- Yes, FB can be a tad bit of "bragging". Prayers coming your way!
ReplyDeleteI've been there. Yup. The year we stopped trying to get pregnant, a friend had twins and two others had babies, all using Clomid, which I had tried too. Sheesh. I've been in that pit, and I dug out, and so will you.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry JB! I know you would give EVERYTHING to have a child.
ReplyDeleteI hate feeling left behind too!
Total drag, man. I know logically we know it's not a race, but sometimes it feels like it, right? Hugs.
ReplyDeleteI so know that awful feeling. I am sorry, I am thinking of and praying for you.
ReplyDeleteAmen sister. That sucks. I noticed the other day that DH's ex (who's married to an old friend of mine) is on #2 (#1's not even 1 yet) and I just though, hmm if you had married her you'd be on kid #2 by now. Sucks.
ReplyDeleteOh JB, I am sorry...yes prayers coming!! Hugs and prayers for you!
ReplyDeleteHugs Hun. Fb Is the worst.
ReplyDeleteThe same thing happened to me too, Except it was three couples expecting their second...I know in about 8 months they'll announce they're expecting their thirds....they all like them 2 years apart. I'll keep you in my prayers, I know how hard this is!
ReplyDelete:( I'm sorry. Praying for you!
ReplyDeleteI am so, so sorry. :( :(
ReplyDeleteUgh. I'm so sorry! I'm praying for you!
ReplyDeleteI know, I just hate that! I'm sorry, Hugs!
ReplyDeleteHugs and prayers.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry! Your in my prayers especially today!!!
ReplyDeleteFew things sting as bad as the atomic lap. I'm so sorry and am praying for you.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry! Being lapped sucks. Praying for you!
ReplyDeleteUgh, it definitely hurts. I'm getting lapped by my younger (like 10 years) cousins right and left and it does SUCK.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry :(.
Oh dear, I can completely relate. :( I am so sad for you right now - I'll be praying for you. Love you girl!!! Sending hugs your way!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. The agony is so hurtful. I wish I could see you to make you smile today. Hugs
ReplyDeleteYeah, it sucks..sending lots of big hugs!
ReplyDeleteFB blows. 'Nuff said.
ReplyDeleteI'm ss sweetie. Hugs.
I am so sorry you feel so crummy. Sending you prayers right now.
ReplyDeleteOh JB, I am sooooo sorry. I felt like you a couple weeks ago and am just coming out of my funk. I HATE HATE HATE facebook. It is a constant reminder of all my high school/sorority sisters who all have perfect children and families and pictures to show for it. I am thinking of deleting my account.lol
ReplyDeleteJust catching up on your blog;
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry! The atomic lap is the worst, and twice over. I think feeling isolated and left behind is one of the hardest parts of IF. I more easily could come to terms with not having children, but being alone and left behind, that is harder for me.
Praying for you.