I didn't fall off do the face of the earth.
I've spent the past little while trying to pretend that IF wasn't a part of my life.
Yes, I'm still charting and half-a$$edly doing treatment (mostly because I can't bring myself to say no to my beloved Napro doctor).
Our homestudy still isn't done. Mostly because I just can't bring myself to make the last appointment for our home visit.
Yup, I am certain that a little more therapy is in order.
One of my Advent promises is to blog more often. I need to move on from the ambivalence I've been feeling.
I'm not good at trying to feel nothing.
Not only am I trying to prepare my heart for the coming of the baby Jesus, but I need to rid my infertile heart do the cobwebs I've let grow.
Thank you to all of you have checked in and asked for updates. I've continued to pray for you all.
I guess I have missed my little corner of the internet.....