18 December 2013


I hate you. 

I really prefer when AF arrives early in the day. 

That way I don't drive myself crazy.

With hope. 

Yes, after eight and a half years I still have the audacity to be hopeful. 

Stay tuned for an update. I'm sure AF is going to make her ugly appearance. 

Probably during my class' performance in the Christmas concert. 

Or during yard duty.

St. Jude, pray for me.
Update: No Christmas miracle for the JellyBelly household. I hate that I got hopeful this month. I absolutely hate it. 


  1. (((Hugs))) and prayers for you JB!!

  2. It's so hard to not get hopeful, especially when you know you've ovulated. Lots of prayers coming your way!

  3. I am so sorry; it is horrible when you get hopeful at the last minute. I did when I woke up one day, realizing it was P+17 (it was actually P+18, I was only counting days with stuff written in). Praying for peace for you this Christmas.

  4. I am so sorry. I hope you find some peace in the mildest of all the pain.

  5. So sorry.... I don't know what else to say. Praying for you.

  6. So sorry, I will pray for peace for your heart.

  7. So so so very sorry. Just know you are in my prayers.

  8. After all the years I get some hope as well...because you just never know..right? My dh actually has said that he would like me to chart to avoid...I asked "Avoid what?" As I laughed in his face...C'mon...without meds there is no way I'll get pg...even with meds we didn't get pg. Geesh.