I felt the strong urge to re-start our adoption journey. I've spent a whole bunch of time doing research on the Internet.
I know it's because another cycle is drawing to a close -- it's Peak +12 today. I just can't take any more disappointment and I need something else to focus on.
My heart is telling me that our child is waiting in South Korea or the Philippines, but both countries don't seem to be doing infant adoption.
Where do we start? Advice? Tips?
I have to surrender more control and that scares me even more.
Update: After my post this morning (don't worry, my class was in the library taking out books, I was by myself, I wasn't blogging while I should've been teaching) I saw the word adoption everywhere. The clincher was while I was teaching Religion. We've been discussing a family that's expecting a new baby and the dad happens to be adopted. We were reading over the things that we've learned so far and the second question was about adoption. Talk about signs!
Mr. JB said that he's ready too. He would love to adopt from Haiti. He's been saying that since the earthquake. God bless my ever-patient husband!