13 February 2011

Just this once...

I wish that I could see into the future to see that the pain of IF was all worth it.

But I know that isn't realistic, nor am I in control.

All I know is that I feel extra, special sad today and that this cross is particularly heavy on my heart.

Not even the tub of dark chocolate covered almonds are helping right now.

[sigh]

18 comments:

  1. So sorry, JB :(.

    If all else fails, skip the chocolate and open a bottle of wine! Seriously, though, I hope tomorrow is a better day for you...

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  2. If you lived here in Texas-I would take you out in this gorgeous weather we are having because it's so good for the soul and I'm certain it would help to lift your spirits.

    Praying for you extra today!!!

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  3. Sorry JB. You are so sweet. Sending you hugs and prayers.

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  4. Sorry you are feeling so down. It really takes its toll on all of us and you should celebrate your strength in this battle. This pain in unbearable!

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  5. I know those feelings all to well....hopefully for you it won't be a forever thing like it is for me...sending cyber hugs your way!

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  6. I always wish I could just KNOW. Cuz then the waiting wouldn't be so bad. Hope you cheer up!

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  7. So, so, SOOOO sorry. Sending you hugs and saying a Hail Mary for you RIGHT NOW.

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  8. Sending you my prayers . I know the feeling so well. I am sorry you are going through this

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  9. God I pray at this exact moment that you might fill Jelly Belly with a peace that passes all understanding...give her an extra dose of faith today that you are in control...that this pain-filled waiting is worth it...that you will work this all together for your good Lord. Overwhelm her with your presence, minister to her as only your Spirit can do. Give her the determination and perseverance to continue running the race that you have set before her. Bring moments of joy and small bits of encouragement. While we cannot see the bigger picture, help us to believe that you will do more than we can ask or imagine. We plead with you to ease the burden of IF. We ask that you do not delay Jesus. Set JBs feet on a rock and give her a new song to sing. We need you and we love you. It's in Jesus' name we pray, Amen.

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  10. Stay strong, sister. God will come through for you, I know it.

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  11. I hope today was better than yesterday.

    It sucks not knowing how this will end. It will be worth it in the end.

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