I admit it. I'm very high strung, thus the need for all the yoga. I can usually keep my emotions in check, but if one more person gets into my way today, I'm going to go postal.
I'm fighting my second cold in a month thanks to Mr. JB. Not only am I so ridiculously congested and tired, I haven't been able to go to yoga all week since I can't breathe through my nose! Last night when I got home from school I fell asleep for three hours! Then I had dinner and went to bed for another seven hours. Although I feel rested, I'm still not well. Argh.
Yesterday morning I spent a very frustrating forty minutes trying to find an ultrasound clinic that could do a follicular U/S. I spoke to four different clinics (to four very dumb people) before I found a place that even knew what a follicular ultrasound was!!! Lucky for me I got appointments before school so I don't have to book any time off (since I have to go for daily U/S for a week!). AND I went for bloodwork at a local lab and the technician is a family friend (and someone that has no idea about our TTC woes). To top it off I also had to speak to two moms about their sons' plagiarized Social Studies assignments.
So today was marginally better until I got home and checked our voicemail. Our new doctor wanted to see our records from the evil fertility clinic. I filled out a form at her office and just expected that the records would be forwarded to her office. Alas I was mistaken. I got home to a message saying that I have to drive to the evil clinic and pay them $25 for my records! WTF???? Last time I checked those were my records, right? Why do I have to pay someone to have my personal medical records released to me? Are they punishing me for going to a fertility clinic that has ethics and actually cares for their patients? Do they hate me because I didn't drop thousands of dollars to make a baby? Did I hurt my asshole doctor's feelings when I told him that I didn't want to undergo IVF even though he kept on insisting that it was the only way that I was going to have a baby?
So what to do? Do I call and yell at them? Or do I just suck it up and drive up to the clinic and put down my $25? Advice anyone?