I wish I could say that my anxiety has gotten better.
But it hasn't.
I thought that my anxiety was more situational, but as it persists, I'm starting to think otherwise.
When I was in university this anxiety was paralyzing. I couldn't get out of bed, I couldn't function. I have too many responsibilities to be bedridden.
Today we have the day off to write report cards. I got quite a bit of work done yesterday, but I have a bunch of marking to get to. I couldn't get out of bed until 10am. Every time I woke up my heart was racing, so I just went back to sleep. Not the best coping mechanism, but I didn't know what else to do.
I hate this feeling.
I see my Napro doctor at 2:45pm. I really hope that she has an explanation.